The Girl That's Fucked Up
I am delusional. I am killing myself with this 25% that just seems to keep getting bigger and bigger. I am overthinking all the time, I am hoping all the time, it literally does me no good. I'm convinced that there is a bigger meaning to it, but their isn't. It's all in my head. I convinced myself of something that I shouldn't, and now I have to rectify it. I was so blinded by the 25% and the hope it gave me, that I completely missed the big picture of it all. I completely missed every fact that there is about the situation. All I am is delusional. None of what I think is real, none of what I feel is reciprocated. Its all in my head.